Cadbury texted me just now. I met up with him at Yishun for awhile then he went back to army camp.

Fuck it man. Something from 2 years ago? Fuck. You became so scary. Fuck fuck fuck. You were so fucking drunk. And honestly I fucking regret meeting you. I thought we could revive memories from 2 years back. But fuck it, you were fucking insane. "You're girls all like that, only know how to leave me." You're really insane. Thats why I'm scared of you. I never thought you'd become this way. I really miss the person that you used to be. The happy guy from polar. The guy who would smile whenever he saw me. That fucking sweet smile. Now, you give that fucking scary smirk. You changed so much. Your mindset is forever "All girls are the same, they all left me." I cannot take it, really. You were insane. Crazy. You used to be the sweetest person that I ever knew. I remember the places that you used to bring me. And I remember how much you loved me. But fuck, I want you to change. You're a monster now.